05 February 2007

shitty

Today has been incredibly shitty. Completely and utterly shitty. Jeff is so mad that he is not speaking to me, I offended British Chris who was trying to cheer me up yesterday and our morning staff meeting here at work devolved into a shouting match. What is going on??? Is there something out there in the universe?

Jeff literally won’t return any of my phone calls and I can’t even talk about it today. I need to finish up something for work and I need to leave to go over to my brother’s. He’s going to help me with something on my computer.

My favorite sister won’t set up her own ebay account because she says that she doesn’t know how to work it, but the truth is that she’s too lazy to figure it out on her own. In the past week I’ve bought her two things on ebay and today she’s been emailing me to bid on this other thing she wants. I absolutely, positively cannot be bothered with that today. If there was a worse day to ask me to do something like that, I can’t think of one on record.

All right, so I’m off to my brother’s which will be another chore. His kids will be grumpy, he’ll make something gross for dinner, and it will be 10:00 before I go home. All I want to do is go to the gym and go home, but that is impossible today.

One good thing – I have been going back to the gym and I didn’t realize how much I’ve missed it. It is so nice to completely zone out for an hour like that. Yesterday I was on the elliptical and I just set it to manual course thinking that I’d go as long as I could stand it. I watched some trash tv on VH1 and before I knew it I had been on there for an hour and fifteen minutes. I still felt great. Tired, but great. And it was on the same resistance I normally use too.

Jeff is calling me.